I have sort of a complicated life.
It is all of my own creation, so no one to blame but myself. That being said, I am trying to sort out a way to get back to what I want.
My “daily” relationship is a sexless relationship. No sex or play for three plus years now.
We have been in a “relationship” for almost ten years now.
At first, it was a lot of fun. Sex, torture, and pictures almost daily.
Then she got sick, and found religion.
She has backed off on the religion, but her illnesses have continued.
I am more of a caretaker for her now.
She needs a caretaker, being unable to work.
So I take care of her.
we sleep in separate bedrooms etc.
Sporadically I get my kink on still. I have been performing and filming with Dominatrix’, primarily Lady Vi a few times with Goddess Tangent and with Kate West, Ruby Enraylls and various people Lady Vi has invited in to use me for her entertainment.
At one point I spent 461 continuous days securely locked up in chastity. Essentially from airplane flight to airplane flight for my day job. The padlock had corroded shut and we had to cut it off with a grinder.
Quite the change from being owned property and a regular performer for various studios and performers. I used to literally get shared and rented out by a couple of my previous owners. It is one of my biggest kinks now, almost a fetish, to have people make money from renting out my body.
Now I am not sure what to do. Lady Vi is moving away, and I cannot easily move, since I have to take care of X. and my “day job”
